need discipline

OK, I feel like i'm not taking this seriously anymore, not the blog itself but my writing, i used to love it and it showed, but now it's like i chore (and it shows)... i still want to love it and dammit i will... I'm going to try to write at least once a week (or more probably once a month).. I want to be more disciplined at something.. anything. because that's one thing i definitely lack in my life.